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1/6/12

A few things are bothering me.

- School: So I’m in trouble for the 1234567890th time. I CANNOT WAIT TO LEAVE. Sick of some of the people, sick of the teachers, sick of the education system, sick of the rules, sick of the uniform, sick of learning (or not learning, I guess).

- Guys: So I was in this awkward situation of liking two guys at the same time. Hmm. No one knew about it apart from myself. But now one has started flirting with one of my best friends and the other has started flirting with one of my other best friends. argh… -.- And my other best friend isn’t single. So it’s just me. Which leads on to…

- Appearance: FED UP OF BEING A POTATO. I wouldn’t say I was ugly or pretty. But I do look like a potato compared to my friends and girls in my year. I’ve never really been bothered about guys before but I’m so awkward and stupid and annoying ad I’m kind of fed up with myself for not be ‘fancied’ by guys.

- Today: I was on the bus and I always listen to music. None of my friends get on my bus and I like to sort of relax with my favourite music at the end of school. This guy who is a twat has taken the mick out of me before but doing it and because the yr 11s have left the yr 10s can now sit on the back. So he gets off the bus before me and he goes “Oh I think Sarah wants you to sit with her” cause I was sat in the middle of the bus on my own. Sorry but he has no right telling me where I should and should not sit! DICK. (Btw I do like Sarah but we’re not good friends and he was joking anyway) and when he got off, he looked at me through the window and laughed just because I hadn’t moved to the back. Ugh. Just because I don’t follow him and his cool crew by sitting at the back it means I can be laughed at? 

ASDFGHJKL: ARGHHHH

Ugh all this sounds so pathetic but I’ve had the worst 3 days in a row. 

I just want something good to happen. Like something REALLY good, though.

-.-

:’/